Went out for one of my TAFE friends birthday at the pub last night.
And actually put effort into my appearance.
Felt pretty good, and was happy with myself for the first time for as long as I can remember.
But also the fact i did it for no one but myself, and i think that matters, i think i needed it.
But one night isnt going to change much else, so excuse me while i revert back to my selfloathing after sharing this one little moment.
